I hate you and wish only harm for you. I am obsessed with destroying you. I will remain with you like your shadow when you are alive, but when you die having followed my orders, I will leave you alone to deal with the torture and punishment that your Lord will subject you to. You were weak! You forgot the love, mercy and care that your Lord has for you. You forgot his promise of Jannah!
That very night, I gathered all my reflexes against the erroneous whisperings of the Satan, and poured my heart out to the Lord of the Worlds, the Sustainer of all that exists. Amidst my very sincere apologies and repentance, I asked Him to decree for me this very nice, chaste cousin of mine as a spouse, whom I could never actually even imagine of owning me up as a life-partner.
“No matter where you go and what the circumstance is, if a time comes that you have to die starving or borrow money, then prefer death than debt as indeed Allah SWT will never forgive the one who takes money and forgets to return to its owner at its due time. Hence, always remember we should rather stay away from such situations than to get our hereafter at risk.”